Manchmal wünsche ich mir ich wäre kein Individuum.

Dann müsste ich nicht mehr selbst handeln. Ich könnte den weg beschreiten den andere bereits beschritten haben Mit der Gewissheit den richtigen weg gewählt zu haben.

Dumme Menschen leben glücklicher. Wir denken zu viel. Ich.

Ich kann nicht mehr glücklich sein. Ich kann es nicht. Ich weiß es. Nicht ich denke. Ich weiß.

Du fehlst. Und ich weiß nicht. S.

I don’t wAnt to sleep… I just want everything to be good!

Is ist fun to you?

This is the way you left me.

__ Sitting alone in the dark Laughing about myself. Life is bitter sweet. Honey you’re only THE SMALLEST part of it.

Maybe we should stop asking why. Maybe we should start asking us -why search for a reason

‘Cause It’s us who needs an answer.

Happiness. Shit of heaven.

I’m just on a point where I don’t want to think about it anymore I’m done thinking. What did it take me so far? I only started to be more depressed about the situation. Besides that I also just CAN’T express it anymore. I don’t care. I just can’t. It’s hurricane like -untouchable .

Maybe it was all just a dream. The you and me thing. There’s no other way to explain it.

Thanks god for making me believe a dream has come true.. maybe just let me know, hoping is senseless, next time.

and you fucking bastard should be prepared because once I have the chance I’ll take u back the pain u brought.

that I won’t survive this.

can’t anymore

don’t want to

anymore

knifes

delicious

drugs

tasty

alcohol

boring

I know I’m not worth living. But what if I’d kill myself and I was wrong?

I’d never know whether I was right.

I could rubb on my knies in front of you!!

.. but i’m to pride!

I could stay here and just scream at you!

.. but I have style. And I want to keep it.

You see boy there’s no choice!

YOU have to CALL ME !!!